As someone who has attempted suicide as wel as been left behind by those who chose that route, i can tell you it is not worth it.
Despite how alone you feel, you will leave people who love you behind and they will hurt.
Try these:
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
And realize that even as a n anon, you have gotten my attention, my concern and my love.
